Rants
Hey, I find it nice to have a place to let off steam. Be WARNED, though! You get
a lot of spoilers where you just let off steam, and I'll just assume that you've seen up to
where I have, which is the middle of the OAVs. ^_^ You have been warned.

First of all, I don't have a lot of graphic on the twins. But I'll put more on as I get
them. I'm very picky about pictures and overloading my harddrive. But pictures of the twins
are worth it. If anyone has a favorite picture that they want me to put up, all they have to
do is email me. I know exactly where the pictures are, I'm just not getting them at the
moment. I'll put whatever picture you want on.

Another thing- please don't take me to be stupid. The stories that I write are
impulsive and undecisive, not stupid. Yes, I know that in Aniki Miaka arrives with Chichiri
and a lot more than that happens. I don't care. It's my story, and I wrote that before I could
remember, which is something I'm privliged to do. Please read the top of the story before
you actually read the story. That's very helpful. Thank you.

Anyway, to the actually rants. I just had to get that off! ^_^ Firsrt off, everyone
should know that I love Koutoku... *makes goo-goo eyes* And Shun-chan isn't that far
behind. They are my favorite Seiryuu Seishi, as my favorite of the Suzaku seishi is Nuriko.
Other than the fact that they are near my age, they are also cute, loyal, and, well,
everything else I look for in a guy. =) Delusional and psychoic counts for bonus points. I
*am* quite crazy, of course.

(Yes, this is girl is desperate for a boyfriend.) ^^;; Not really. But if I don't get
someone to carry by backpack soon, I think I'm going to develop scoliosis(spel?). Either
that or break my back. That must be on of the things you need to do in order to graduate
cause I'm feelin' the pain, man >.< and I don't like it. Wouldn't it be great if you had a wand
that you could wave either over the TV or a book that would make your selected character
come to life? *sigh* Too bad we live in somewhere called reality. Or things would be a lot
easiler.

Back to my ranting about the twins. NO, I don't believe in the Good Twin, Bad
Twin theory that people are projecting. I love Amiboshi, yes. I don't love "The Good Twin".
IIn fact, I love the both of them, since they are both so cute! ^^;; I guess I always like the
guy who prefer to be a bit more, well, either the word is quiet or calm. I'm guessing calm
'cause I wouldn't really call Kaworu (Evangelion) a real quiet guy.

I think that the Good Twin, Bad Twin theory is pretty shallow. Both the twins have
their problems, and they deal with it in different ways. Amiboshi has his flaws, too. He
makes wrong decisions, although he never intended for them to be bad. Suboshi does good
things, too. It's not as if he always intentionally tries to hurt people. In fact, I think that he
was a very decent guy before Amiboshi was "killed". You should be able to tell be reading
my stories. He is very loyal and understanding, and never gives up on you. He gets VERY
attached. This might be the reason he went psychoic after be believed that his twin was
killed. He never forgave the Suzaku seishi, even after he found out that Koutoku hadn't
been killed by the Suzaku. Of course, by then, he had found out about Yui's situation and
wanted to avenge her.

All in all, I think that Suboshi is actually a more interesing character than Amiboshi,
although the older twin also has some interesting points about him. It's just that I don't like
Suboshi that much as a whole, but love him never-the-less. He has been abandoned by his
brother as a kid, and was found by his brother a few years later. He is VERY ATTACHED to
his brother, and I don't blame him for acting the way that he did. In his mind, it was a family
for a family. Tamahome killed his brother, his only family, so he killed Tamahome's family.
It's a very simple, but deluded, reasoning. It's not overreaction for eye for head. He just sees
things this way.

Now to mention the older twin. Amiboshi also has some interesting
characteristics, and isn't perfect. In fact, he's as messed up as his brother is. Only in different
ways. He's learned not to stay too attached since he had experianced the pain of the death
of his parents. I hate to say this, but he's not even that attached to his brother, although he
cares for Suboshi deeply, and would do anything (even die) for the safety of his twin. It's
just that Amiboshi feels like he has to sacrafice two people's happiness for the peace of two
countries. He thinks it's a fair deal. I do too. But the thing is, he didn't realize then that he
and his brother's happiness played a big role in the Destiny what we call "Fushigi Yuugi".
^_^

8.18.01
Adding new things here- since it *is* summer and the only time I can update this
page.... Because fanfiction.net is down, I guess the only place people can read my stories will
be here... ^^;; Anyway... More ranting.

I really do love the twins a lot! And I love the quirks that they have... I wouldn't
mind having psychotic boyfriends, would you? ^_^ But seriously, anyone who's read my
AIM away messages know that I've been proposing to anime guys, and the twins are on my
list! Maybe I should start a page to see if people would like to propose to their favorite
character. Hmmmmm.....